My memoires

A rare update

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 21:14:42 GMT

Holy shite!

Sorry guys I didn't realise it has been so long since I last blessed you all with a wonderful post from the life of me!

Well here is what I have been up to:

I have been losing weight and trying really hard to live a healthier life and it is proving to be worth it! Not only have I joined a gym and love it I have also noticed my appetite is alot smaller now and I eat waaaaaay less crap so I'm moving forward to my super sexy slim curvy self! Which if you ask me that last sentance made no sense at all!

I am also back at the vets. It's great fun as usual and I did my first ever dental the other day on a cute cat called Susie who was nice to me after this RSPCA cat case clawed my arm to death (I still bare wounds and they are getting incredibly itchy now!)

The only problem is because uni sent me my portfolio back a month into practice time I'm now incredibly stressed with the work load I have and I doubt I will finish it on time so I might have to call them about that soon as it's making me feel very depressed.

But on the other hand I have a boyfriend (yay!!!) he's called Luke he's so sweet and so lovely and very very very very very very very very good looking so he's a rare breed of man! We've been together for about 2 months now but he lives in London so it's awful when I am at home away from him (only about 1 month and 2 weeks left til I see him again).

Yea he came up this weekend (St Patricks day) with Helen and it was a joyous occasion full of festivities and drinking £1 shooters at Baa Bar in Liverpool where we met the completely bonkers and fun Hannah and her lovely friend David.

Well it was so fun especially on the official St Patrick's day not only did we start drinking from around 2pm (for me and Helen it was slightly earlier with our meal out), we went to some cool and weird shops. First of all we went to this funky anime shop were I brought a tiny little Sephiroth statue (I'm such a fan girl) then we went to Baa Bar then onto Anne Summers where I had an indepth conversation with a sales assisstant about the vibrator that cost £100 (in the sale) as it had a pink feather boa tail and crystals on it (it's so pretty) and it also comes with its own display case. We then made our way to a weird sex shop where this greasy old man thought it was his lucky day (well ok he wasn't that old) and we laughed at the Fatty Patty blow up doll, I was startuing at the whips and chains... And the sex dvd's were just wrong! But none the less I brought myself a box of willy shaped sweets mmmmmm willies!

After that we did some more drinking in this pub 'The Lord....' I forgot the last bit of the name oh well... Then we got some Pizza at Pizza Hut (after which my belt did up tighter... how very odd) then it was off to Baa Bar again where I shocked people with my amazingly inhuman shot race drinking (ahhh they were weak we should of done Black Assassins) then we went to some posh bar with a dance floor in which I had a Cosmopolitan (mmmmmm) and had a good old boogy down to Mysterious Girl with Helen and Hannah and this random bloke went to kiss me and when rejected by me as I pointed toLuke to say to him ''Fuck off I'm with my fella you ugly man from Liverpool!'' he went to kiss Luke! (How very dare he!)

Then it was off to China Town to sober up where we ate at Wong's (and yes we will take Wong to eat at his own resturant hehe!) and it was funny we were the drunkesta nd loudest there and Helen wanted some cheapest champainge in which we all yelled no! Hannah started singing to the little nemo's in the fish tank as I think a drunken state stroked the shiney menu outside and started talking to Nemo... (Oh my lawd I'm odd) then we all sang to the cute chinese version of the Numa Numa dance song and left after paying and me, Helen and Hannah were given roses (awww but they're dead now).

Then the Sunday late at night Luke and Helen left *cries* I need them back now!!!!!!

And today it was back to work in which I needed several cups of incredibly strong black coffee to wake me up and keep me awake.

Well thats all for now bye!

Aquarious with blue/green eyes (mainly blue though)

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 22:23:22 GMT

What does your star sign and eye colour have to say about you in relationships and sex? Want to know read on and have a good giggle! And when you repost this simply put your star sigbn with the eye colour you have!

>>>VIRGO<<<
>Dominant in relationships.
>Sexy.
>someone loves them right now.
>Freak in bed.
>Always wants the last word.
>Caring.
>Smart.
>Addictive.
>Attractive.
>Loud.
>Loyal.
>Easy to talk to.
>Hard to forget
>Love at first sight wit u babe
>Everything u ever wanted
>Easy to please
>The one and only
>ultimate sexiness

>>>SCORPIO<<<
>Can be mean.
>EXTREMELY sexy.
>Intelligent.
>Energetic.
>Predict future.
>Most erotic.
>(Freak in bed.)
>(GREAT kisser.)
>Always get what they want.
>Sexy.
>Attractive.
>Easy going.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Talkative.
>The sexiest ever....
>Romantic.
>Caring.

>>>LIBRA<<<
>Very pretty.
>Very romantic.
>Nice to everyone They meet.
>Their Love is one of a kind.
>Silly, fun and sweet.
>Have own unique sexiness.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>Amazing n Bed..!!!
>Did I say Amazing in Bed?
>not the kind of person you wanna skrew with... u might end up crying...
>the most irresistible

>>>ARIES<<<
>Outgoing.
>lovable
>Spontanious.
>Not one to FUCK with.
>Erotic.
>Funny. >Take you on trips to the moon in bed.
> excellent kisser
>EXTREMELY sexy.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Addictive.
>Loud.
>best in bed

>>>AQUARIUS<<<
>Trustworthy.
>Sexy.
>Great kisser.
>One of a kind.
>Loves being in long-term relationships.
>Extremely energetic.
>unpredictable.
>from the future.
>will exceed your expectations.
>Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out
>Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

>>>GEMINI<<<
>Nice.
>Love is one of a kind.
>Great listeners >Very Good in bed.
>Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the hell out.
>Trustworthy.
>Always happy.
>Loud.
>Talkative.
>Outgoing >VERY FORGIVING
>Loves to make out
>Has a beautiful smile
>Generous
>Strong
>ULTRA SEXY
>THE MOST IRRESISTABLE
>Random

>>>LEO<<<
>Great talker.
>Sexy and passionate.
>Laid back.
>Knows how to have fun.
>Is really good at sex
>Great kisser.
>Unpredictable.
>Outgoing.
>Down to earth.
>Addictive.
>Attractive.
>Loud.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Talkative.
>Not one to mess with.
>Rare to find.
>Good when found.

>>>CANCER<<<
>MOST AMAZING KISSER.
>Very high sex appeal.
>Great in bed!!!
>Love is one of a kind.
>Very romantic.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>Entirely creative
>Extremely random and proud of it
>Freak in bed
>Spontaneous
>Great tellin stories
>Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it
>Someone you should hold on to

>>>PISCES<<<
>Caring and kind
>Smart.
>Center of attention.
>Too Sexy, DAMN IT.
>Very high sex appeal.
>Has the last word.
>The best to find, hardest to keep.
>Fun to be around.
>Freak in the sheets
>Extremely weird but in a good way.
>Super good in bed. (Da Man)
>Good Sense of Humor!!!
>Thoughtful
>A partner for life
>Always gets what he or she wants.
>loves to joke
>Very popular
>Silly, fun and sweet.

>>>CAPRICORN<<<
>love to bust
>Nice
>Sassy.
>Intelligent.
>Sexy.
>Predict future.
>Irrestible, awesome kisser.
>Loves being in long relationships
>Great talker.
>Always gets what he or she wants.
>BY FAR the BEST in BED.
>Very sexy >Coolest
>Loves to own Gemini's in sports
>extremely funn
>loves to joke
>Loves to be your first. so ull never forget
>Smart

>>>TAURUS<<<
>Aggressive.
>Freak in bed.
>Rare to find!
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
>Extremely outgoing.
>Sexy as ........
>Loves to help people in times of need.
>Outstanding kisser.
>Very funny
>Awesome personality
>stubborn
>Sexual as .........
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>One of a kind.
>Not one to fuck with.
>Are the most sexiest people on earth!

>>>SAGITTARIUS<<
>Spontaneous.
>Freak in Bed.
>High sex appeal.
>Rare to find.
>Great when found.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>The one
>So much love to give
>Not one to mess wit
>Very pretty.
>Very romantic.
>Nice to everyone They meet.
>Their Love is one of a kind.
>Silly, fun and sweet.
>Have own unique sexiness.
>Most caring person you will ever meet!
>Amazing in Bed..!!!
>Did I say Amazing in Bed?
>not the kind of person you wanna mess with u might end up crying

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Blue Eyes-

People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They will always EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 4 days.

-Green Eyes-

Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, people with green eyes are very cute and love to cuddle. They have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very very sexy and very attractive towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this-

-Hazel eyes-

People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed and love to play games they are very out going and they are sexy as hell and they are NOT nice when they are mad . If you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favorite technique of catching someone special

-brown eyes-

Sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best in bed can last for days.....way better than hazel eyed people.....Loves to please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, not one to mess with,repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 day

the fucking bitch must be sorted out!!!!

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 21:36:07 GMT

O.K. I'm really getting pissed off with steph now (an ex-friend from uni) to the point I want to slap her sorry face all the way to Mexico (and you know I'm not usually the violent type).

For those that are a little confused let me give you the 9-1-1 (god I sound so preppy saying that).

O.K. basically over halloween I felt a little rough and down (those that know me will nkow why) and so I didn't want to talk too much so I sat on my own and didn't speak to prevent any fall outs. Well guess what it happened anyway! Apparently I was a complete bitch that threatened and scared the shit out of Steph when she asked how I was... Only thing how do I threaten or scare people when I sit on my own and barely speak? Secondly Steph never fucking asked once how I was feeling!!!! So her excuse for hating is is complete and utter bullshit!

So anyway aparently according to her and my other mates I have to kiss her arse and beg for her forgiveness (good luck girls this is one fiesty northern that will not do that as she is not worth it! As she basically is allowed to get away with woirse stuff than me and is forgiven straight away).

so we were talking abit today and I thought ''oh this is good'' so I sent her a nice text saying ''I'm glad we're kinda talking cos I hate falling out with you and I miss messing around''

And guess what the fucking dirty whore text back ''I'm just being polite I don't forgive easily''

Well ya know what if this goes on long enough I'm giving that bitch a piece of my mind slap or no slap because if she was in my position she'd feel the same and expect to be forgive straight away (I don't expect to be forgive straight away as I know what I can be like but still the whore!!!!)

So yea thank you to listening to me rant and I will keep you all posted.

Love me xxx

Wow... I have a brain?

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:45:21 GMT

Well had my tutorial today about Nursing Research and Processes in which I have to critique an article for (boooooooooooooring but still I'm doing it) and so when I gave my rough copy to my lecturer she said it was a brilliant first attempt and gave me some pointers... SO holy shit!!!! I understand this stuff (about fooking time aswell!)

Anyway am gonna have tones of fun today doing 2 assignments and packing so please help!

For Helen

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 16:20:22 GMT

O.K. this is for Helen (a long post with meaning at last!)

This weekend has been fucking crazy! I have loved it!

O.K. so Thursday I was all down and out to the point I cried for ages, and so on Friday Kris (Christ) took me out to the SU bar and we got very drunk (weeeeee!!!! Drunk!!!!) and so he spent the night at mine as it was gone 3am by the time we had stopped drinking (I must of had over 20 units of alcohol that night).

O.K. this brings us to Saturday (after a lack of sleep) I spent the day chilling out did some of my assignment for Nursing research (after 10 minutes I was in bed fast asleep lol but I wasn't too bothered as I did alot on the Friday!) and then Christ came round and Helen asked if I wanted to come Alexandra Palace (Ally Pally) and so we did (but I was hum-harring initially but thank god I went!) So we met up at Wood Green where I met Helen, Luke, Jerome and Wong (Jesus) and we went to Ally Pally! However, by the time we got there the show was over so we chilled out for a bit and then Luke went home, where as, Jerome, myself, Helen, Christ and Jesus made our way through the fairground then walked for what seemed like forever to get to Weatherspoons (Spoons). We then got drunk and came back to mine (mass orgie!!!!!!!!) At the bus stop there was play fighting ahoy and fireworks being set off on the other side (that scared the shit out of me!) and on the bus this girl (Beetlejuice <- is that how you spell it Helen?) had a go at me and then the rest of the group (pilled up ghetto whore!) We then went to mine went to the loo went to get alcohol and chicken and spent the whole night awake (we watched some porn and I was on the bed with Jerome and Mike who we met up with at Spoons).

Then it was Sunday and everyone went home (*is still crying*) and I spent most the day chilling out and did some cleaning to have Pizza Hut for dinner (I hadn't eaten all day) and I watched LOTR: The Fellowship of the Ring (and the part in Rivendale where Bilbo the dildo sees the ring and hisses scared the shit out of me as a firework exploded at the same time). So I went on msn then to bed.

Which leads to today! I have done my laundry, packed some clothes up for friday, had Amy round (she's been so lovely and kept my mind off things) and I've arranged to see everyone agaon before I sod off on Friday but so far is all I know is Helen is interested XD

So there you go Helen a nice long post just for you!

Hey

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 16:06:36 GMT

Well this is a pointless post by moi but eh what ya gonna do?

What a week!

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 19:35:39 GMT

O.K. I know that the week ain't over just yet but my goodness what a week!

O.K. on the Monday I didn't do all that much it was my ''day off'' so I spent half the day in bed asleep!

Then next thing I knew it was Tuesday. On the way to Hawkshead (one of my campuses) the bus driver wasn't a suicidal maniac and I got to the college in one piece but I had achieved getting a dirty sploge on my back thanks to the bus (grrr...). The lecture was O.K. I love my Pathology lecturer as he's completely bonkers. In the afternoon I got to do a autopsy on a Rotti with a group of my friends, the smell made me go out twice but then again the pathology students were hacking up cows and emptying their stomaches which wasn't nice (and most likely the thing that made me turn!). As I missed some of the cutting up we did the PAthology man (who was kinda cute) allowed me to cut open some of the small intestine (god that felt weird) and allowed me to take the other eye out of the dog's skull! (He was very impressed with my handy work as I didn't burst the eye). At the end there was nothing wrong with the Rotti it was just put to sleep as the owners couldn't afford to keep it and it couldn't be re-homed (our own conclusion as the dog came with no history).

On Wednesday we had Nursing Research (bless Sandra she tries her best to make it fun) and we had to do presentations in the afternoon. As the class wouldn't shut up I said ''I'll inly soeak when you shut up so if you want to go early then it's your choice'' (I think Sandra loved me for that but aparently some bitchy girls bitched about me and the other bitchy girls clapped afte rI did my presentaytion). So it's finally wednesday night and me and my mates were going to go to Half Time... Steph didn't go as she has severe Fresher's Flu and Amy and Sally both had ''head aches'' so I went out with the flat. Here's the thing I hated it (not going out with my flat mates cos I like to go out with them but I hated the night). I had heart burn and so every time I swallowed I felt like I was going to be sick (or is that indigestion?) and I just found it too hard to dance, I wanted to dance but my body wouldn't let me (reminds me of a lyric from the new Scissor Sisters song) and so I left to get a kabab with a friend and these two leery drunk men tried their luck so we waited til they were gone and pegged it back to our halls of residence (100 meters down the road).

Then it was Thursday and we only had a lecture in the afternoon, so it was a late start as usual. Once on the bus my heart stopped it was the purple metal death trap with the suicidal driver and he nearly had 10 crashes so I finally get to Hawkshead in one piece but serverly battered and bruised. The lecturer for Pharmacology told us not to make notes as they were all in the handout and she would put the powerpoint on blackboard. So I had no work to do! Well we got back and I did some shopping had a quick dinner and went to see The Devil Wears Prada with Steph, Sally and Amy. We got back went to Steph's room and got very drunk (to the point you would of thought me and Steph were an item) then it got incredibly stressy so I got up and left before I hit Amy.

That now leads me to today! Amy appologised, I did some work, I've listened to Magic FM all day watched TV went on msn did some more work on my skirt and now I'm typing on here...

Well that's it all folks! I hope you enjoyed a quick insight into my week.

Oh what a night (last night)

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 15:45:01 GMT

I went to the traffic light party (it was a socialising one not a dating one) and well I wore green. My mate owed me 3 drinks (2 pints of snake bite and a can of carling) and this lad gave me a pint of snake bite. Later on after partying hard Kris gave me a can of Stella and these girls gave me some drink (yay!!) Then when I sat outside and was trying to help this drunk guy who nearly went unconcious this ''ex alcoholic'' as he called himself got so agressive I was actually scared that he was going to lamp me. I hope he dies.

I have a clone!!!

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 16:16:16 GMT

While on facebook.com I signed my mate up and added me as a friend on her account and to my horror there was a Jessica Springall from Waterloo class of 2010...

How dare she!!!!

Back at uni!

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 09:19:52 GMT

O.K. I dunno how I am up this early after a long day last night and a slightly lateish night.

Well I'm back at uni now (yay!!!! and boo as I miss my dog *cries*), and the journey to get here yesterday was hurrendous!!

O.K. so yesterday I was up at 5:45am (by my own choice), at 6:30am I took the dog to the park with my mum and nearly cried! So eventually at 8am we leave to go to Middlesex University Enfield Campus, and that is when the fun begins.

Firstly at around 9am on the outside lane of the M6 the front left wheel on the car gets a puncture, my mum found a way to quickly get into the hardshoulder and we all got out and stood behind the barrier (which had a steep grassy verge drop so you could move at all). My dad tries to change the wheel himself but the spanner-thingy kept slipping so we called the RAC (even though I keep calling them the RSPCA) and explain our situation... After an hour did the man show up to replace our wheel even though it only took him 15mins to get from his home to us and it took him around 15mins to replace the wheel. SO after 10am we are finally road-born again yay!!!

We stopped at a service station my mum and I went to the loo and I went on that game thing with the claw and didn't win (*cries* I nearly had another eeyore!!!)

Then at around 12pm we stopped at another service station to get some snacks my paents and I were starving!!

So off we go again and now we are stuck in traffic on the M6, the M1 and the M25 thanks to roadworks... We eventually arrive at my uni and halls to collect my key... But wait this gets even better!

I tell the guy in the accommoation office, my name and that I there to collect my kets for Ted Lewis Hall and I show him my student ID card, and they couldnt find my name on the list and that I wasn't on the system! So my dad goes to get my mum, I show the guy my copy of my contract and I say I'm not going back to my home tonight I've travelled all day to get here, after a while (now approaching 3pm as we got to uni at around 2pm), they found me a room and I asked if it was permanent as I had too much stuff to move and he said yes.

So I settle in and hadn't seen any flat mates although it appeared a few were there as there was food and stuff in the kitchen.

Heading towards 4:30pm now we finally finish unpacking and sorting my room out, so my mum and I go to Tesco's to get me some food! And I have soo much healthy food it's unbelievable so hopefully the weight will start dropping off me! We got to the checkout and my bill came to over £60 so my mum puts £20 on her card for me and I paid around £40.

We then put all my food into the fridge so my meat would be ok as I was sorting that out later, like my bed.

Then at 5pm we go to the Chippy to get what was supposed to be our lunch, we waiting 10mins then went back to my flat and ate in the kitchen at around 6pm my parents go and I nearly cry but mainly because I was an exhausted emotinal wreck.

I then go into my flat and start sorting out my meat and I meet one of my flat mates! A lovely girl called Annie she is 19 and a second year psychology student, we talk for a while and seem to get along (yay I have a nice flat mate at last!!!) She then invites me to go to her friend's flat so we change and go.

At her friends we sat there and had a laugh there was around 7 of us in this tiny little room 1 guy and 6 girls (poor sod!) We then decide to go to another flat to watch X-Factor and cook. So Annie and I head back to our flat to collect some items (although I wasn't eating I took a wok, some vodka and uno).

Back at our flat we go into the kitchen and I meet my second flat mate, again a lovely girl who is a first year this time (I don't know her age) a veterinary nurse student (yay like me!!) but it doesn't end there... SHE IS ALSO CALLED JESS!!! How weird is that?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

SO we go off to this flat but Jess stays behind to eat and she doesn't fancy a night out so I meet more new people, and this girl (who is 18/19) and I both go to Tesco and get some white winbe and lemonade and get on brilliantly (I can't believe it this year is already better than last year) and in her kitchen we all drink wine while others cook sitrfry and we all have a giggle.

At 9pm roughly they go into a room to watch Jeepers Creepers but I said I was going to go back as I was tired and I had yet to do my bed. So I go back, at around 9:45pm my parents call to say they are back (and they had no hold ups!). After the call I cried my eyes out, I was tired, emtional and very hot, so my mate Rick (you gotta love him) cheers me up.

But around 10-11pm I finish doing my bed (that's better no more skanky uni ones but nice homely ones) and I have finished putting up my posters (I no longer live ina prison cell!!!) I then hang my calender up at the door and sit on msn til 12am before going to bed and lseeping the whole night through until around 8am.

So this morning I did a good old fry up (ahh good good) after calling home, and my mum says that my dog misses me (*cries again and hugs the pictures of her dog tightly*). I have also washed up and I have done somne degree of tuning my TV in (I got my lisence online last night I have o wait for it bu tI have a reference number so sod it I'm watching TV!) and then I go on my laptop to see who is online (pretty much no one), I check all my mail on all sites like myspace, facebook, gaia and ukfurrs.

I then go onto my LJ and decide to write a post about yesterday and what I got up to as I was bored and this leads me up to know and I have now finished one hell of a long post! Maybe the longest one I have ever done, I wonder if i will get any more flat mates today or next week or if it will just be my Annie and Jess (that would be sorta nice).

How odd

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:30:50 GMT

why is it when I click on my Friends on my LJ page there is around 50 million people I have never noticed but when I log in I only see the three wonderful people I've added... Where did all the others come from?

Answers on a postcard please or simply comment your answer on here!

Weeeee!

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:22:30 GMT

O.K. lets get the depressing stuff done... Yes it's 9/11 and many people died.

But let's think about this for a second... Everyone should just move on! Yes it was a sad moment in history and things will never be the same, but if you ask me all the poeple that died would rather we moved on and lived in today not tomorrows or yesterdays. We have to live life to the best we can!!

Now for the random stuff...

I got a new pair of shoes today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Weeeee!!!!!! I will take a picture of them and post them on here at somepoint but they cost me £5 instead of £25 in m&s and they actually look nice!!! I nearly got a skirt in the sale aswell as it looked gorgeous on the hanger but once it was on it looked hideous!

Hurray for purple hair!

Finally why do I have the feeling my heart might get broken today? Even though I'm already single...

R.I.P. Steve Irwin

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 16:16:48 GMT

This is just a small memorial thread where people can leave their thoughts about Steve Irwin who was tragically robbed of his life yesterday, after A stingray stung him in the heart with the barb the size of a bread knife.

Please do not leave any nastyy/cruel/sick/flamming messages here about this man (I've seen too many on the AOL tribute board and it makes me sick) as you would not do the same if it was your father/mother/son/daughter/brother/sister or any family relative for that matter.

Steve Irwin died at the age of 44 and the world has truely lost an enthusiastic conversationist and wildlife enthusiast. My heart goes out to his wife and his children, never have I seen such a proud father and husband. The man died a hero and I will never forget.

arghhhhhhhh why can't people spell my surname?!

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 15:51:44 GMT

Doesn't it just tick you off when you have an odd surname, yet you take the time to spell other people's surnames correctly yet they still spell yours wrong?

Well it does me so just to clarify on here so I don't have a go at you (like I did a friend on Facebook) my surname is spelt SPRINGALL!!!! Not Springhall, Springhal, Springal, Springel or Springle.

Well that's me ranting over with now (and if this wasn't quite random I don't know what will be).

A special 18th birthday wish

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:56:40 GMT

I would just like to wish my friend Julian a happy 18th birthday (despite what his messages may say) and for him to know that the people on my LJ, i.e., myself, Helen and Dan all love him very much!

So happy birthday Julian you're now offically old enough to get pissed!

Hmmm... I remember my 18th school the next day man was it fun... but enough of me it's Julian's day today!

*Parties on down*

Journey (A song by me)

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 20:10:44 GMT

View Poll: My song

Well I've decided to quickly try write a song to see what you guys think (it's been years since I've written a song so forgive me if it sucks)

Journey - Jessica Springall (Wednesday 23rd August 2006)

Walking down a empty road,
A road into my soulful soul,
Broken memories make me cry,
Like shattered glass they make me bleed,
I've been hiding behind a mask.

I dont' fit in and never will,
But that doesn't make me not feel like you.
Tears down my cheeks the names so clear,
How does it feel to of killed?

All my life surrounded by the fake,
Friends, boyfriends and dreams,
I live in a world created in my head,
None of you can find me there to hurt,
This fantasy is my salvation.

I don't fit in and never will,
But that doesn't make me not feel like you.
Tears down my cheeks the names so clear,
How does it feel to of killed?

Looking up now I realise I'll be ok,
I have no need to fear anymore,
All the fake people will slowly slip away,
I have a new strength from within,
I am a survivor.

I will never fit in...
And that's alright by me.

O.K. Well i don't play an instrument so there is no tune to this yet but I want it to be happy to give others hope incase they have ever felt or feel the same way as I do/ did.

So I hope you enjoyed reading my song as much as I did writing it. Please leave me youir comments on it.

Do you share the same name as a song?

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 20:07:01 GMT

View Poll: Do you share a name with a song?

I was browsing the net one day (for Dir En Grey lyrics and albums) and noticed they have a song called JESSICA (and my first name is Jessica). So I was wondering if anyone else does, if so please post it here... I'll post the Dir En Grey one and see if I can't find any other artists how have written a song called Jessica.

Jessica by Dir En Grey (Japanese Version)

shounen wa
berurin no kabe ni
tsuba hakitsuke
kowashite mo
ima ga nani hitotsu
kaerarezu ni

omoidaseba
katakuna ni jibun wo
tozashite ita

utau koto ga
yuiitsu no sasae de...

Edward H. Gein ni wa
naritaku wa nai sa
Sid Vicious & Nancy
doko de deau darou?

kokoro ni wa koe wa naku
kokoro ni mo uta wo nakushi
shizuka ni kimi wo matsu
todokanai
kimi made wa
todokanai
kimi no koe wo mitsuke dasezu

sotto kimi ga te wo
sashinoberu to sunao ni narezu

kokoro ni wa koe wa naku
kokoro ni mo uta wo nakushi
shizuka ni kimi wo matsu
koikogare
yume wo mite
koi wo shite
koi ni koi shite
yume wa owaru Sid no yume

Jessica (English Version)

a boy spits on the Berlin wall
even if it comes down now, not a single thing can change

when I remembered obstinately, I closed myself off
with my singing as my only support...

I don't want to become Edward H. Gein
Sid Vicious & Nancy, where can I meet you?

in my heart I have no voice even in my heart my song is lost quietly I wait for you
I cannot reach as far as you I cannot reach I cannot find your voice

when you gently hold out your hand, I cannot accept it

in my heart I have no voice even in my heart my song is lost quietly I wait for you
yearning dreaming loving in love with love the dream will end, Sid's dream

Other songs called Jessica are by:

The Allman Brothers Band
Adam Green
Meredith Brooks
Graham Colton Band
Rick Springfield
Jewel
Bad Astronaut

Hey Hey

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 20:58:05 GMT

Well hello there!

Welcome to my LJ I'm a new member as you can tell which would make me a LJ newb... YAY!!!!!! (Only i can be that excited about being a newb haha!).

Anyway um... what you can expect from my LJ is a load of random things I'll just post whatever and hope for the best that I can entertain you people and show you an insight into my weird and wonderful life!

That's all for now,

Fuyu x